The Life Of Me: September 2005

:: My Prayers Are Answered!! ::

Yipee!! I'm delighted ... =) I'm outta this black dull hole ... I now will have more life than sitting my ass down in my room in front of the computer whinning and grumbling bout being jobless and all !! I will officially start working in Oct!! So that leaves me with 1 whole week of bumming without having to feel guilty and depressed!! I won't be able to do this anymore once i start working ... =) Newayzz ... thanx to all who gave me loads of encouragement ... luv u peeps deep deep ... u know who u r ... hugggzzz .... =)

++Lynn++

:: Light In A Black Hole ::

Yes ... I see light comin in my little black hole which I settled in for almost 2 long months ... At the very beginning of the 1st month God was kind and wanted to help me and provided me with a bright shinning path but it came with many other terms and somehow these terms was seen as a disadvantage to me ... and yes I regretted not listening to my heart ... but maybe it was for the better ...

I last saw a path litted up my way 2 weeks back ... but the path was too narrow and rocky ... it was also the path less taken ... I guess I was just being a pest ... but oh well ... I've learnt to never turn back but to always look ahead for more sources of light that will bring me to a less rockier but a better returning path ... So it was 2 shinning paths down but how many more to go ??

Not until I saw a path shinning dimly from afar ... I approached it ... I knew that it is the path for me ... I walked towards it ... trying as hard as I can to climb over the humongous rock to be able to reach to the well litted pathway ... Finding ways to go through this obstacle ... I can hear voices .... I managed to pass the first obstacle ... now its just waiting for the rock to crack and allow me in ...

Please pray for me ... Let me set foot on this very lovely path ... though it may be short but ... a short path is still a path ... I no longer want to keep waiting in my little black hole ...

++Lynn++

:: The Face Analyzer ::

Bumped into this site a long time ago ... well I was bored off looking for jobs and doing my routine stuffs ... so I thought of analyzing my face once again ... Go try it urself!! teehee ... ;)

:: Haha ... It says that I'm 29% Middle Eastern & a mixture of other races LOL ... how did this ever happen ::

:: This One Says That I'm 100% Jap / Korean ... ::

:: Yet Another One ... ::

:: Yea ... I look 100% Chinese Here!! ;) ::

:: This Is Rare ... 97% Southern European ... tee hee ::

I actually think different hairstyles give different results ... I guess my curled hair now makes me look more Chinese ... Or maybe its d fringe ... :) Wonder if these analysis are right ... Ahh ... makes me happy & occuppied for a while tho ...

++Lynn++

:: Am I Regretting? ::

Am I being just too picky or what ... well, what do I actually want? Goddammit !! I've already turned down two offers and now I'm regretting ... Ask why did I applied for the job position in the 1st place when I won't be accepting it ... Aarghh ... I dunno ... I guess its just a feeling of insecurity ... I keep reminding myself that if I actually took the first job offer I'll be working for 2 weeks or so edi ... and by working another additional 2 weeks I would actually get my first paycheck!! Aarghh ... I hate regretting .... I shall not regret ...

Now I see my peers getting a job and they're off happy bout it ... And here I am ... turning even greener than ever ... YES ... I'm jealous ... but oh well ... its my own fault newayz tat I'm still jobless ... who is there to blame ... Aarghh ... freakin hate this feeling ... But like what my personal consultant always tell me ... "Don't rush into a job that u do not really like ... Don't worry ... You'll get a job that u really like ... Just be patient ... You are talented ... do not under estimate your own ability ... "

Hopefully these words of encouragement of his would actauuly knock some sense into me whenever I feel low and down and when the feeling of regret comes clouding my mind ... I guess I just have to be patient ...

++Lynn++

:: Minor Facelift ::

Hehhe ... just a minor change of theme from ORANGE to BLUE ... kinda got bored of the orange theme as the font colors look weird and somehow disorganized on orange ... hopefully the BLUE theme gives a better reading ambience ... a lil' more dull but I like it ... gives me a whole new feel ... maybe coz I prefer BLUE over ORANGE ... tee hee ... Hope that u ppl enjoy d new theme as much as I do ... Will update soon ... :)

++Lynn++

:: Trip To Port Dickson ::

Yea!! Another trip with my college mates ... PD beach now is no longer dirty and sand was rough and muddy the PD that i used to dislike as the beach was ... PD is soo different now ... the sand is finer than those in Batu Ferengghi, Penang ... A short 2 days trip but with loads of fun playing Go-Kart and water sports like Banana Boat, Kayak-ing & DUNKING!!

But PD seriously need some good food man ... and the amount of flies in PD are seriously crazee man ... I've never seen a place with that much flies ... but overall, a trip worth going I would say ... its cheap, near and FUN!! :)